4/2/2012

I have no random thoughts to share. Right now they are stuck in this blob that is my train of thought.  I haven't taken the time to mourn.  I can barely type.  I haven't taken time to be human.  I need to at least try.  I know that I'm not anything like the average person.  I've been told that by enough people that I'm not normal to know that it is true.  But hear this - I am human, and with that comes human emotions.  Many of them I keep under control, but some I don't know what to do with.  Sorrow is one.  I've got one more silver dollar...


Next time maybe I'll put some Gordon Lightfoot in. I'm pretty down and out at this point. They're not going to stop the midnight rider. I also could have said something about how I was born with a gun in my hand, and that I'm headed for Mexico, but that is also for another time. I wanted to play Warcraft a little, but I think I might hit some FFVI instead while watching a Dragon Ball Z movie. The movies never have a correct time to fit into the timeline. It's like "Here, have a movie, it's about those guys that power up by screaming", but I like it. I forgot how much I like Dragon Ball Z, until I started watching it again. Yeah, they had to drag things out sometimes because they manga was still being written, but the story is well developed. Better than crap like Inuyasha or Bleach (forgive any mispellings, spell check doesn't really have an anime dictionary, an my brain doesn't care) which goes on forever without character development. Don't get me wrong, I wanted to watch Bleach. But after a few episodes, I couldn't figure out why I was watching. After Inuyasha, I realized it was just a pattern of "look, it's shards of that crap I broke! Let's get them!" and then again and again.  There were two minor love stories, but they were so transparent that they weren't even funny.  Give me Wolf's Rain any day.  I'll take a sad tale that rings true over crap every time I'm given a choice.  Also, I'm now thinking I should listen to more Gordon Lightfoot.  Oh God, the pride of man, broken in the dust again....and only God can lead the people back into the Earth again. Now I'm starting to fade...Gordon is able to transform my ever moving brain into something that can focus on a single line in a single song of his.  Never dis folk music, it is the backbone of all music.  I'm all out of ability to type without my hands crashing on the keyboard.  Colin, set up a time for me to write with you.  We'll kick ass...before the days turn to years...