5/14/2012

Hello, my name is Cameron, and I like to debate. I love it. Lately I have not felt like I was debating at my level. I don't mean to sound pompous, it is just that I try to stay informed and educated on subjects I debate. People trying to debate with me have not been. It has just been a ship of fools.

I really wanted to use that song. But really, I just haven't had a challenge lately. I know the problem is that I am often surrounded by like-minded people. So, I debate online, but haven't found the challenge I love. So be it. In other news, if I put together a good playlist to fall asleep to, I have giant robot dreams. Super awesome. I'm still trying to get my writing groove back. Just not feeling it. Well, time to call it a night. Later!!

4/19/2012

Well, I seem to have a hard time working this into my schedule. I haven't stopped having random thoughts. I just have been busy. And tired. I wake up in the morning and I ain't got nothing to say. I come home in the evening, go to bed feeling the same way. OK, stole that.

Thanks Bruce. But I have been tired. Though I have thought of some new fundraising ideas. I also thought about asking the deli for just one slice of each cheese and make one awesome grilled cheese. Just think about that.

4/4/2012

Well, as Easter gets closer, it makes me think about chocolate. OK, I think about a lot of things. Chocolate came first. Reece's is the best. I'm hoping that I get a chance to relax. I could use some WoW time. Anime, junk food, Final Fantasy, soda, and maybe a movie or two. Hopefully I won't spend all weekend working. I'm working for the weekend!

Now I'm feeling sleepy. Rice Crispies are good. I'm going to find soda and chocolate and play FFVI until my brain slows down. Later!

4/2/2012

I have no random thoughts to share. Right now they are stuck in this blob that is my train of thought.  I haven't taken the time to mourn.  I can barely type.  I haven't taken time to be human.  I need to at least try.  I know that I'm not anything like the average person.  I've been told that by enough people that I'm not normal to know that it is true.  But hear this - I am human, and with that comes human emotions.  Many of them I keep under control, but some I don't know what to do with.  Sorrow is one.  I've got one more silver dollar...


Next time maybe I'll put some Gordon Lightfoot in. I'm pretty down and out at this point. They're not going to stop the midnight rider. I also could have said something about how I was born with a gun in my hand, and that I'm headed for Mexico, but that is also for another time. I wanted to play Warcraft a little, but I think I might hit some FFVI instead while watching a Dragon Ball Z movie. The movies never have a correct time to fit into the timeline. It's like "Here, have a movie, it's about those guys that power up by screaming", but I like it. I forgot how much I like Dragon Ball Z, until I started watching it again. Yeah, they had to drag things out sometimes because they manga was still being written, but the story is well developed. Better than crap like Inuyasha or Bleach (forgive any mispellings, spell check doesn't really have an anime dictionary, an my brain doesn't care) which goes on forever without character development. Don't get me wrong, I wanted to watch Bleach. But after a few episodes, I couldn't figure out why I was watching. After Inuyasha, I realized it was just a pattern of "look, it's shards of that crap I broke! Let's get them!" and then again and again.  There were two minor love stories, but they were so transparent that they weren't even funny.  Give me Wolf's Rain any day.  I'll take a sad tale that rings true over crap every time I'm given a choice.  Also, I'm now thinking I should listen to more Gordon Lightfoot.  Oh God, the pride of man, broken in the dust again....and only God can lead the people back into the Earth again. Now I'm starting to fade...Gordon is able to transform my ever moving brain into something that can focus on a single line in a single song of his.  Never dis folk music, it is the backbone of all music.  I'm all out of ability to type without my hands crashing on the keyboard.  Colin, set up a time for me to write with you.  We'll kick ass...before the days turn to years...

3/19/2012

Random thoughts for today - I should think less.  I just am sick of today already. But I know I have to keep going. Just rough sometimes. I keep thinking "if only" thoughts. But you have to work with what you have. This is it.



If this is it, I just need to hang on a little longer. I need to distract this mind of mine. I know I need to just go for it. But, I think that I will do that tomorrow. Can you blame me? I mean, it's Monday. On top of that, Michael Bay is trying to ruin the Ninja Turtles. TMNT rules. They are mutants, not aliens. Stupid Michael Bay.

3/6/2012

I think I might have come down with something.  I know, I need to write here more often.  I keep getting writer's block, but that is no excuse for not sharing my complete randomness.  I've been working on webdesign stuff, was thinking about turning the wife's car into a giant robot.  The usual.  However, yesterday and today I feel like I brain is encased in a container that is slowing everything down.  I keep pushing through though...I know I won't get better this way, but you can't change what a fool believes.



Michael McDonald has an awesome voice.  I'm spacing so bad I almost forgot I was writing because I stopped to listen to this song.  Man...I'm out.  I hope I get well so I can write again.

1/5/2012

OK, this won't be very long.  New year, new ideas, new illness.  But it also means it's time for me to begin writing again.  I figure if I can get into the habit of writing as often as possible, then maybe I will start to get over the writers block.  This?  This isn't affected...effected...hmmm...this is not altered by my writers block because this is just my random thoughts.  They just flow out.  My wife told me they are about five minutes behind.  Thanks dear.  She's right you know.  I'm getting over some sort of illness.  Coughing and poor sleep and the like.  I keep saying I'm not sick.  It's just that I'm not well.  HA!



Man, I used to rock out to that on Karaoke night. I think I should find somewhere to go do Karaoke again...but it can't be a country bar. I just don't fit in well.  I was about to say something else, but I looked down and thought that the piece of foil was shiny.  Then I noticed my Blizzard Authenticator.  I use it to make sure no one steals my awesome stuff in Warcraft.  Big thanks to Nathan for getting me some super cool gear.  That's worth at least 480 props.  I need to find out if we are still saving up our props to buy yachts.

So, I think I'm going to play some Vagrant Story before going to sleep.  There's something fun about old PlayStation games.  I don't care about graphics when the game-play is awesome.  That game is freakin' awesome.  I make my own weapons, kill dragons and zombies, and I fight evil crusaders.  I also solve puzzles!

We've been watching Law & Order: Criminal Intent.  I'm glad Corey is around to explain some of the psychology stuff to me.  Very twisted entertainment.  I'm starting to ramble.  Well, ramble more than ever.  I just started staring at my fingers so I'll end here.  Happy New Year!!!

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